I've been feeling so "blah" lately. I don't know if it's because of all that's going on in my life right now or what. Actually, I'm sure it's change, I HATE CHANGE!
I'm not looking forward to packing up our house and figuring out what to do with the stuff that I know we won't be able to take back to the States. In ways I'm putting it off. But I plan on starting tomorrow!!
In some ways I'm not looking forward to moving back. It's not just the packing, it's a lot of different things. I'm really going to miss going to church with the great members of the Worcester Ward. This ward has so many great people. My testimony has grown so much because of this ward! I've grown close to a few sisters in the ward and I'll miss them so much. I'm going to miss England's BEAUTIFUL countryside. I'll miss those I've gotten to know through my kids and basketball.
I'm looking forward to being able to drive again. I haven't been driving here in England because we didn't want to pay for the insurance since we really didn't feel a need for me to drive. I'm looking forward to spending time with my sisters (including in laws). I can't wait to get to know them better and I'll finally be close enough to be able to do so. I'm looking forward to meeting new people and finding new friends. For those of you that know me well, you know that's a hard one for me. I'm so desperate for a good friendship even if it's just with one person. I've always been too shy or I've felt like I haven't had anything to offer to a friend. I've come to realize that I'm really missing out and my goal is to work at being a better friend, even to family members. I want to strengthen relationships!
Here's to strengthening relationships and having a better day tomorrow! And getting to bed, at least for me, I'm up way too late!
5 comments:
So sorry about your blah day. I hope you have a better day tomorrow. You will have to tell me all about England. I so want to go sometime :)
Oh do I know about blah days, I'm having one today too! And you really do have so much to offer in a friendship, you just haven't tapped into it and found the right person/people yet!! You are a giving, thoughtful person. You will do great in Tri-Cities!
Good luck with all the packing, I am a huge procrastinator and I know I would be putting it all off too!
And I also hear you on the staying up too late thing. I do it almost every night.
We all have those blah periods in life. Season change does it to me, well any change actually. I know how you feel about the making friends thing, new friends has always been hard for me too. We will all be able to get together and let our kids play, we didnt get to enough as kids!
I'm having a blah day today...feeling just a little depressed. I made no bake cookies and have ate at least half a dozen. I've never been motivated to start packing early...I'm always the last minute kind.
You have great qualities for friendship. You just have to put yourself out there. I have a really hard time making friends...I'm really self conscious around girls.
I'll be you freind
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